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Hittin You on that Poetry Tip...

I am going to try to keep this updated regularly. I try to write
from my heart but it also comes from my soul.
 
The heart is constructed of a promise to love. As it distributes the blood of memory and need through the body its song reminds us of the promise---a promise that is electrical in impulse and radiation.   Joy Harjo
                                                 Let it Go
I was always told that if you love something, let it go and if it comes back, it was yours...well, I let it go, and it never returned, so could I say that it was mine? All I have now is empty promises and lost dreams, a broken heart and misplaced hate....but I let it go, was it mine? So, what am I to do besides move on or do I sit and wait? do I think about future plans or am I to learn from my past mistakes....but I let it gowas it I go back and forth with the ultimate battle of self. I say let go, You say no, You say hold on, I say I have to go...the fight continues and the struggle gets harder...but I let it go, was it mines? Then reality set in and I never held on, so what was it that I was I sit and I think of You 24 hours a day, 7 days a week....You got my mind knotted and my tongue twisted so that I can't even speak.When I do my every word begins with You and end in the same way....morning after morning and day after day.
 
                                                 Thoughts        
In my dreams I have waited on you so very long....the feelings, the thoughts, intensify and get strong.As strong as my heart pounds when I think of only You....as strong as the Caffeine in a mountain Dew.You got me in a place where I don't want to be.....please unlock my heart and give me back the key I'm stuck. I miss You like a mouth needs water on a hot day...I miss You like the warmth of the summer in May.Longed for, needed, and wanted...sleepless nights, only memories to taunt. Taunting my mind, my heart, my soul...emptiness-sadness- my life is so...
                                                 
                                                  Broke
For You were the heat to my fire,--satisfying my every-my all desires...the desire to love and to be loved by that one and only...Now I sit and understand how it is to be lonely. I'm lonely but I am surrounded by many...I felt like I had millions withYou but now I have only a penny. And I feel like a beggar for pennies, nickels, and dimes...I am beggin for you---just a moment of your time.Beggin to know love again...beggin to have you as a friend...but I can accept the fact that you are gone....and so am I....
                                         
                                               The Question
How do you stop loving someone who was your life?it's like trying to cut food with no knife.How do you stop thinking about someone everyday?it's like droppin to your knees and forgetting to pray. How do you change what's inside and how you feel it's like not questioning reality and what's real.How do you stop seeing them in your dreams? I guess really nothing is what it seems.Love, Love, Love, that is what we chalk it up to Live, feel, experience, laugh, cry, sing is all you can do.
Thank You for the inspiration P.S. Yall folks that keep asking me who the poems for or if they are foranyone....I will say this, if they are for someone that person or those people.
 
                                            King Soopers
I walked through the door and realized that the very first time that I was here was with You. As I strolled down the isle I began to smile because I remember the last time I was here was with You, then suddenly I felt a lump in my throat, a knot in my stomach because it was only me without You.How can You expect me, want me, or ask me to forget what we had or what is was?do You understand the memories and the feelings----LOVE and what it does? I tried to gather myself as my eyes began to fill with tearscause of the realization that it had been almost 2 years2 years of my life that I spent loving You and You only but now walking through this isle, my soul feels empty and I feel lonely then I checked out.
                              
                                                          Wow
You are my definition of fine.You have brought back my sunshine.You are my ideal soulmate.I realized this the very first date.You make me smile even in my sleep.This what we have is getting deep. Anticipating Your every move, Your every kiss.Im not sure if I am ready for this. But I am sitting back enjoying the ride.
 
                                                 Journey
 If I was to take you through a journey of my mind.I could tell you what you will see and what you will find.If I was to let you explore the insides of my soul maybe then you would realize that is only with you that I feel whole but I can't open up my all to you.I can't wonder what it is you will say or what it is you will doI refuse to trust you with me because then you will be able to view what the average eye can't seeso the problem is, I can't show you these things you like the rest must wait to view what will be seen but for now... I can't.
 
                                           "Realization"
If only you could open your eyes and see that I have given to you all of me. If you could open your ears and hear that I feel your pain through your tears.If you could feel my vibe through the air you would realize how much I care. If you could open your mind to the message aboveyou would realize what it means to find true love Friend.
 
                                                   The ride
Do you ever feel as if you are not being entirely understood. That if there was another way of doing things, you would. Let me break it down for you and take you on this journey To tell you about a love that I long to find.This journey must first begin within my mind.I want a person who is intelligent and deep someone that I can love and never mistreat.I want a person whom within themselves are secure this is the creation of a love that will endure. I want a person whom I can call my "homie, lover, friend" they will be there through up and downs and thick or thinI want a person who I can create an everlasting bond, my friend, my companion, my confidant. A person I could trust no matter what we go through regardless of the situation they will always stay true. True to what we share between us. True to our love and our trust. I want a person whom I can wrap myself within regardless of how light, how dark, short, how tall, how thick or how thin. I want a person who stimulates my mind someone unique, mysterious, and a different kind. Different then the usual crowd I may chase. not afraid to have their own style or their own taste.I want someone who can touch me and send chills down my spine. Someone I can love and give all of my timeI want someone whose inner beauty exhilarates. Someone whose words soothes and marinates.I want someone I can love through an eternity of time in forever.Someone to whom I can say Lets stay together. This Journey must come to an end. I want to love You but for now You are just my friend.
 
                                          I'm Feelin You
I see Your face in my dreams. I feel Your touch in my heart. I see Your smile in my thoughts.I hear Your words in my mind.I'm feeling You.....
 
                                             Explanation
 I can't explain how I feel with ever day words.It's like decifering chirps of birds.this is an unknown language to man. unknown, inconceivable, and very hard to understand. so tell me how can I explain the smile on my face when I hear Your voice. It melts my heart and make it feel so warm and moist.How can I explain how I feel when I see Your beautiful face.I want to grab You, hold You and feel Your warm embrace how can I explain how I need to speak with You everyday wanting to know how You are, how You feel, and hear what You have to say. Someone please tell me how to explain how and what my heart feels cause I can't.....
                                          dear friend
dear friend I don't understand why You did what You did the way that You did. I surrender my heart and my soul to You completely and totally.dear friend why did it have to end this way? it is so true that a thin line exists between love and hate.dear friend You left the bloody knife in my back, the bat You used to beat me with on the ground, and my heart still in Your hand.dear friend words can't explain how You have hurt me and the damage that You have done but to You I say thanks.dear friend You have taught me how it feels to cry, how it feels to hurt, how it feels to dear friend I will end this now but do know that the bounds of my loyalty to You are true. Despite the pain that You have caused me. Despite the slow death I am dying cause of You. Despite the blood that I shed for You. Despite the hurt of my crying heart...please know friend that I am still here for Youdear friend know that if You ever needed blood I would donate. If You ever needed shelter my door is open. If You ever needed food, I would feed You. dear friend know that You will reap what You have sowed. I hope that You never do dear friend lastly You taught me what the meaning of friendship and hurt is....thank You FRIEND.
 
                                                   Miss You
Yesterday I fell in love with You
Yesterday I gave you my heart
Yesterday I felt my soul opened up
Yesterday I looked into Your eyes
Yestrday I felt my heart sing
Yesterday my soul had peace
Yesterday I fell in love with You
But for today I miss You.....